Up to Something

Sorry for the long blog absence.  I won't really promise to catch you up on what's been going on in our lives, because overall it's been more of the same: marriage, work, pharmacy school, church, friends, and, of course, the occasional "what is my purpose?" mental breakdown from yours truly. 

As I was driving to work today I heard this song from Sanctus Real for like the millionth time, but this time I really listened to the lyrics.  They are just spot-on for where I am right now, so I wanted to share:

SANCTUS REAL: "Something Heavenly"

It's time for healing, time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender to

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
YOU'RE UP TO SOMETHING BIGGER THAN ME
Larger than life, something heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out